neccesity is the mother of invention
Basically we all are inventers in different situation of life. God doesn’t let anyone sit idle because He has sent us in the earth for any purpose and without purpose there is no meaning of life.
In our life knowing God or trying to knowing God itself is the process of invention. receiving Dikshas and anyone of the dikshas was not a random process for me. before each diksha I was mentally pressurised by God or Sadgurudev and each diksha was an invention created by these pressures. Additionally it was the blessings of God Sadgurudev also.
it was all not so easy, it was whole penace of my life. this is called sadhnatmak marg, that means a journey of sadhnas or spirituality.
In 26 years I performed countless rituals, attended gurudev’s camps, done piligrimages also, always indulged in self studies and due to this all I could not even complete my graduation